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currently listening to

doo be doo,

freshly ground

do
be,
be
do.
do do do be.
beeeeeeeee.
no, do.
no, no, please let me be.
i have to do this.


why that constantly-talked about 
, (done about?)
dichotomy
between 
do
and
be

practice...theorize
act...speak
speak...think
think...doubt
answer...question
obey...believe
stand...sit
dream...sleep
give...get
get...want
need
be


be




whether watching
and re-watching
or re-listening 
or re-seeing
that video or song or picture
whether replaying that moment
those times
is a method of doing
or simply of being
or rather, wereing
because it was past
a do 
now reduced to a be
yet in a way 
one has control over
pause, play, 
stop
rewind, or pretend
to undo
[ctrl + z? i wish]
forward fasting...
now the end - or,
or
replay.
 

and which one this,
writing,
counts as,
which is why i haven't chosen to call it either.